I Am The Madman Of This Family Novel

After experiencing regression, the protagonist faces a devastating realization: if he cannot save his family despite his second chance, suicide seems like the only escape. Yet this dark thought masks a deeper truth. His struggle is not truly about familial duty or obligation. Instead, it reveals his desperate yearning for personal freedom. The family he fights to protect becomes secondary to his own liberation. What initially appears as selfless devotion—the willingness to sacrifice himself for those he loves—unravels into something more complex. The madman of the family pursues his own emancipation above all else, even if it means confronting the contradiction between his stated intentions and his actual desires. His regression offers him a chance at redemption, but redemption on his own terms, driven by the hunger for independence rather than duty.