Sophie POV:-
"I love you.. I love you so much, enough to die for you.."
My body stiff when Christian burst out his emotions- what’s inside his heart, what he wanted to tell me for a while. My strength deprived from my body, my mind was lost in those unfathomable thoughts that are causing me to lose my senses. I remained like that for a few seconds, I couldn't move, I couldn't react as if my body and mind was frozen and his words were echoing in my ears causing a commotion in them.
Christian rested his forehead against mine and was panting heavily. But I was lost in the fathom of his words as my heart along with my dazzled form stopped functioning for a second. When I didn't react, he slowly opened his eyes. My eyes were wide and looking at the sky devoid. My body isn't moving at all but the sound of my breath mixed up with his. He let go of my hands and pulled away. The look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, he closed his eyes and wiped his tears, he sat up and was about to stand but I held his hand weakly, he stopped and spared a glance at me.
I slowly sat up and looked down. I felt his piercing gaze on me making my heart beat louder than any echo.
I didn't dare to lift my gaze, my lips curved upwards slightly, I brought my hand close to my chest and slowly opened a few buttons of my shirt and slid it down from my shoulder and finally lift my gaze and looked at him with a smile, his eyes widened as I whispered,
"Do it Christian.. I know only you can remove this feeling from me.. only you can make me feel safe.. only you can become my redemption.. I know you'll love me like no one else.. Christian.. right now I am shattered.. that's why... you have to save me.. and after that.." I moved close to him and sat on his laps and held his hand in mine and pecked him on the lips slightly and continued,
"after that.. I'll save you.. I'll remove all those insecurities from your heart.. I'll shine your dark world.. I'll become your salvation.. I'll save you from the darkness that is eating you from inside. I will fill your whole being with my love. I will give you so much happiness that you'll cry from it. I will carve my name deeply into your core just like yours is carved in mine." I let of his hand and put mine on his shoulder, I moved to his neck and continued again,
"I don't know when and how that happened but Christian.. I have fallen for you too. Every second, nothing but your name is on my lips. My very soul yearns for you. Just your presence is enough to give me serenity. A mere touch of yours sends shivers down my spine. These feelings are filling my heart and they are getting stronger by each passing second. So great that I can never isolate myself from you as I am falling deep and deep in those eyes of love." My eyes glimmered with lust, my whole being begins to pant, my heart rate is increasing. I slowly moved my hand to his shirt, I slid it up and took it off, revealing his toned body. His abs, his flawless body similar to a Greek God.
I move to his lips, he was looking at me intensely, I can feel him getting aroused.
"I love you Christian, I Love you, I love you, I love you so much Christian Elvis." I said huskily as I was about to kiss him but he gripped my hairs and pulled me away. My eyes widened for a second as he looked at me with such a dire gaze that it made my heart clenched. His look of seriousness made me dejected.
I once again felt rejected.
I gave him an innocent yet hurt look and whispered closing my eyes, I felt humiliated again. "I am sorry. I don't know what took over me. I just want this feeling to be eradicated once and for a-" Before I could finish my sentence he pushed me on the sheets with his hands on my side but not touching me as he is growling at me,
"Do you think you can back away now? Love, I will remove this feeling, you don't have to worry about it. But now.." He moved to my neck as the emotion that was fading away came back with much force, increasing the longing of his touch fiercely.
"...I'll take you to the deepest depth of the pleasure. Claiming you as mine. Making you call- no Scream, my name for the rest of the night..."
" You have evoked this feeling in me and if you think I'll leave like before then you are wrong."
"I'll show you all those dark desires you are eliciting in me.." He snarled. He kissed my neck and bit it slightly but possessively. I curled my toes and arched my back as shivers traveled to my very core making me lose my senses and blinding me in the spell of allure cast by him.
"Love.. It's a sweet poison.. and I'm gonna rush it into your every vein." His one hand held mine while his other moved from my one curve to another tenderly.
His hand moved to my thigh, slowly stroking it and giving me the profound feel of lust and want. A blissful feeling of being touched by him made me moan his name, "Christian..."
"I haven't even started.. just you watch.. only the sensation of my touch will be present in you. Your very soul can remember nothing but the euphoria I'm gonna give you..." His deep husky voice is wrecking a havoc of needs in my mind. My heart began to pound, my breath became so heavy I feel like I can faint. Just a mere touch is driving me insane. My lips were quivering, I didn't have any strength in me, my whole body was on fire.
He shifted and was on top of me now. My face flushed looking at his bare chest, I averted my gaze but he held my chin and made me to look at him,
"What happened to that boldness, huh?" He sneered and I bit my lips, he moved closer and placed a sweet kiss on my lips and smirked,
"You can touch me." He breathed out. I nodded timidly and hesitantly brought my hand close but a sudden pain shot through my body as I squeaked, he pinched my thigh, that teasing bastard. He chuckle darkly and moved to my collarbone,
"C-Christian" I stuttered his name because of the sudden sensation but it seems like he received satisfaction from it.
"Such a melodious voice.." He said rubbing the spot. I turned my head away and moved my hand again to his chest.
"Come on.. do it.." he whispered, amusement was lingering in his voice. I pouted slightly,
"You're gonna do it again.." I said lowering my gaze. He moved his hand upwards, so slowly that it gave me ultimate pleasure. I never felt these bliss sensations, they genuinely are a source of salvation to me. They are giving me heavenly equanimity and removing all this abhor from me.
"I won't.." he murmured. I gulped and put my hand on his chest, Oh My, what body. I realized this time, he never pressed his chest against mine, he always kept his distance and maybe I am touching his body like this.. for the first time. But it was so holy, unlike before. It was a divine feeling of purification of my body.
I touched his ripped chest, what muscles, maybe he was right that he can crush me in his arms. I am so petite as compared to his large form. So pleasurable to touch...
"You liked it?" he snickered, nibbling on my ear and letting out a deep husky laugh. My being was immersed in the ecstasy he was giving me. My lips can't produce a sound, I was bewitched by his beauty. I hummed in response and he kissed my ear and moved down slowly.
I involuntarily moved my hand down to which he growled, "Damn it Sophie.. You're so... Tempting..."
"For you.." My breathless form manages to reply.
"Only for me."